im not a victim, im stupid

I'm not a victim, I'm stupid

stupid
I can't read, I can't write, I can't think,
nothing
I don't have anything except your lies
your deceitful face of a good boy
nothing but anger
I'm not a victim but I was stupid
to think that you were different
stupid to trust your morning smile
to believe that I was beautiful for you
stupid because I didn't say anything
and when I put on my shoes in the morning,
by coincidence
I saw the condom
this
that you didn't use with me
and I ran for never again
and forever thinking
- stupid -

PS: people like you make this world shit